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Midnight Dawn (Chapter Two)

-Chapter Two- 
 "She Discovered"
*read while the music is playing* 

She opened her eyes. She was at a new place. It was dark, tall trees was everywhere. The ground was full of dry leaves, the moon was bright. She knew she was at a forest, but which forest and how did she get there, she does not know.
     The sound of a twig broken was heard. She turned her head to her right and left side but there was no one there. Just as she turned her head back, a black figure was standing facing her. She sees the figures eyes , it was also red just like hers. She braved herself and let words out ‘Urm, who are you?’ the figure swift fast and stand near her, it was a boy. Around her age but with a very pale looking skin with red eyes , he has fangs too. ‘WHO ARE YOU!’ ask the boy with a hoarse voice. Secret just stood there , she didn’t answer the boy. ‘WHO ARE YOUU!!!!!’ yelled the boy, he was angry because that Secret did not answer his first question. ‘urm .. I’m I’m Secret’ ‘Where are you from?!!!!!!’ ‘Errr London’ she was scared because the boy kept yelling. ‘Who’s your father?!!’ ‘Urmm I don’t have…’ ‘WHO’S YOUR FATHER?!!!’ ‘Errr .. err Dieliyon’ the boy stared her with a curious face. She’s Dieliyon’s daughter ? ask the boy to himself. ‘Urmm I heard that your father was..’ ‘I know.’ They both stopped talking , it was silence .
     Minutes after, the boy apologize for yelling at her, Secret just nods her head. ‘Urm, where am I?’ ask Secret to the boy. ‘We’re at the back of Breallexies castle.’ Breallexies castle? Secret was confuse. How did she even get there, she didn’t even stand or walk or run from her bathroom. Moment of silent, the boy then start to talk again ‘I’m Harry’ Secret just stare at him, does not know what to answer back. ‘What are you doing here? This late at night?’ ask the boy. ‘I don’t know , something weird happened to me just now, my eye colours started to change into red and I started to have fangs and my body hurts so bad then minutes after that , I woke up standing here alone in this forest.’ Cried her, she was still scared. Maybe Harry is a bad guy or something? She thinks.    
     ‘Ohhh, it’s your first change. That’s why.’ Said Harry. ‘My first change?? First change of what?’ ask Secret. ‘You don’t know? It’s a vampire first change. Every vampires child change at their 14th birthday and those pain and shock stuff will not happened in other day. So, then Happy Birthday.’ Smiled Harry, Secret was still in shock. She’s a vampire? Mom never told her before. ‘Then, you must be a vampire too? By the look of your eyes and fangs I can see that.’ Harry nods his head. ‘I’m on duty today.’ ‘Duty?’ ‘Ahh yes, to warn the other vampires of the present of werewolves, wizards and sectra.’ Secret raise her left eyebrow, those creatures does not exist. It’s just a myth. ‘They existed? I thought they were only a myth. Why are you going to warn the others?’ ask Secret. ‘I thought you knew. Urmm, they’re going to attack Breallexies and all of us. I’m don’t actually know why but what I heard is that long time ago wizards, werewolves, sectra and vampires were like a family but when ..’ before Harry finish his talking, he heard footsteps from Secret’s back. ‘When what?’ Harry then quickly shush Secret. ‘Stay close.’ Secret was feeling awkward but she listened to him. It was all silent, then suddenly a scary creatures pounce them, luckily Harry manage to punch the werewolf really hard. The sound of footsteps running was heard. More and more… Harry looked at Secret and hold her hand ‘Run.’ Harry pulled her hand and they were running, it was so fast that Secret almost hit a tree. ‘Where are we going?’ ask Secret , she can hear the sound of wind flowing through her ears. Harry did not answer and continued running.
     The light of the moon brighten their path, she can see through the dark cold forest. It was very weird for her. In front of them stood a very big old brown white castle, they arrived there and stopped. ‘what was that?’ she asked him. Harry takes a breath ‘Werewolves. There’ll be more, I got to warn the others.’ ‘but I , I need to get home.’ ‘oh how. Urmm.. just close your eyes and think of your home then you run , anywhere . you’ll get there in no time. Got to go. See ya!’ Secret was left alone there, like an idiot. She did not know what else to do so she did what was told, but it did not work.
     She was now away from the castle where she was just now, she got to find her way back. When she started to close her eyes again, a sound of vicious breathing from her back. She turned. And there, was a werewolf standing on its four legs looking at her viciously, the eyes she can see there was sadness and angriness , it is yellow and orangy. The werewolf make a one step towards her, as soon as Secret realized that the werewolf is going to pounce at her , she starts to run as fast as she could, forcing herself to imagine home. POOF ! she was home. Safe and sound.

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Midnight Dawn (Chapter One)

-Chapter One- 
*read while the music is playing* 

She just stood there , tears was falling from her eyes . She holds her baby tightly and cry to herself . Staring out the door where minutes before she and her husband, Dieliyon was laughing and smiling . She couldn’t ask for more , Dieliyon and her baby was her everything .
     As they were laughing and giggling to each other. Suddenly , a group of vicious looking people , with black robes and hoods on their heads came. The moment she sees them, she knew everything was going to be over , them the people with robes was Breallexies peoples .
     Dieliyon was said to be punish for breaking the stone heart law . He was told to be kept in the most deepest part of Breallexies castle which only Breallexies who knows where and who can only open to release him . What frustrated her was Dieliyon last word ‘Keep our baby safetly , I know you can do this alone .’ Lily quickly cut his words ‘I can’t , I can’t’ tears was falling fast from her eyes ‘I can’t do this without you, take me with you . Please !’ Dieliyon stared her with his eyes broken by his tears ‘I’m sorry Lily , I’m really sorry . Just take good care of her, remember this Lily . At her 14th birthday, she’ll transform , she’ll change . Be with her at that time . She’ll be in real pain . I love you both’ he cried . ‘I love you Lily’ he kissed her forehead then turn to face his daughter ‘I love you Secret , you’ll be a mistery to everyone .’ and kissed her forehead , Secret smiled stretching her hand as in wanting her father to hold it .
     ‘Dieliyon, you must go NOW! You and you take him away.’ Two of Breallexies peoples took him , Lily screamed begging for mercy but was ignored . Before her eyes , Dieliyon was now away from her forever . She can only cry .
     She knew why Dieliyon must be punish. Dieliyon is a vampire and she’s a wizard. Vampires and wizards cannot fall in love with each other because from their ancestors they are enemies . But destiny faith Dieliyon and Lily to be together. Ruboss , the wizards head of law have a kind heart and told Lily to keep this as their secret, but Breallexies the stone heart master of  law does not agree with Dieliyon and Lily’s faith. One must be punish and that’s Dieliyon .

11 years later . . .
Secret focusly reading her school history book . She got more history books which is not included in her school studies , she got hundreds of ‘em . That’s what she loves to do since she was at her age of five .
      Secrets reading was stopped by her mom calling her from downstairs to take breakfast, which today is her last day of going to school . She quickly packed her history book in her bag and went downstairs with her mom . ‘Morning mom. What’s for breakfast today?’ smiling , she knows by the smell of her mom’s cooking . It’s her favourite breakfast , sandwhich with mashed potato and mayonnaise inside it .  She went to school after she finished her breakfast .
     Secret is a bit of a quite person, but she’s friendly . She doesn’t have friends at school, she had once but her friend moved away to USA . School ends at 2o’clock, before she went back home . She stopped at the library to do some light reading on her history book .
     At her house , Secret’s mother was busy decorating the house with birthday banners and cakes and foods for them both to celebrate Secret’s 14th birthday .
     Secret got home by seven, she looked up the sky. It was full moon that night which she thinks it is really beautiful and peaceful to her. Just as she enters the house her mom surprised her with a birthday song . Secret was surprised for sure , she didn’t even remember that today was her 14th birthday . Woah, time past by so fast. Said her to herself . As she and her mom was talking about her as a child before , she felt something weird with her body. But she ignored them and continued talking with her mother . The clock was pointing at the number 10 , she was sleepy . She said good night and kissed her mother’s cheek and went upstairs to bed .
     She lays on her bed and closed her eyes , but she can’t sleep by the little pain which started to be a big pain . She tried to ignored them but it was too much , she ran herself to the bathroom and washed her face, the pain was starting to faint a little bit . When she look herself in the mirror , it was very weird that her eye colours changed from green to red, something which bother her so much was that she feels something pointy in her mouth . Opened her mouth , she saw fangs . Fangs like vampires fangs , pointy and sharp . The pain came rushing at her again , she can’t stand it so she yelled loudly calling her mom for help . Her mom came and just she knew , her daughter is changing . ‘Mom , help me . ARGHHHHHHHH!!!’ her mom came rushing towards her ‘I’m sorry I can’t do anything , it’s meant to be like this . Just hold , be strong’ cried her , the pain that’s going through her daughter, she can feel it in her vain . After moments of pain , Secret’s became quite , the pain was gone . Secret’s mom hold her hand firmly then a cold wind swiftly pass her , and by her side which Secret was there before is now gone . She was nowhere to be seen.
     To be continued - 
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Upcoming !

So , hey there .. It's been a very long time since i've post anything right ? so here's the upcoming thing . Before before this , I always post an unfinished stories right ? well , this time i'm not going to do those old same thing anymore . This time i'm going to finish this story of mine . WHICH WILL HAVE AN ENDING this time . haha ... so the title is "Midnight Dawn" same as the old one that i made before but with a slight of change .

Synopsis :

After breallexies captured Dieliyon (Secret's father) because he have broke the stone heart law by marrying a wizard (Lily), Secret found out that she was a half vampire wizard at her 14th birthday . Everything change since that , she discovered a lot of untold secret at her Ruboss preparation for mortal creatures with her three friends, Caleb, Liam and Emma . 

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Vas Happenin'

Betul la apa tu picture cakap . True love will never fade , itulah dari dulu lagi my love for you , never fade away . Eventhough dia fade tapi bukan sepenuhnya . Because i truly love you . Sekarang , yes cinta saya untuk kau semakin pudar gara-2 kita selalu gaduh . Tetapi remember , it'll never fade fully . I always wish that you would make an effort to stay but i guess that's just another 'won't came true wish ' of mine . It's okay , love cannot be force . Gosh , SERIOUSLY OCTOBER IS THE WORST MONTH EVER TT_TT


Tadi kami battle of the band di St.martin . Out of 3 bands , we're the number 3 winners . We didn't have much time to practice , and that time the guitar had a technical problem . Aishhh . nevermind , next year we'll blast the stage . HWAITING !

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I'm fine

Hmm hey guys . Today , was awful . Just when i woke up from bed this morning , I straight away terfikir pasal dia . Saya ingat apa yang dia post , dia cakap capital V mahu jumpa dia di kk . Sebenarnya , semalam saya ada tanya dia pasal tu . Saya tidak bagitahu dia perkara sebenar . Saya tidak mahu dia jumpa tu perempuan . Saya risau , then saya teringat yang dia cakap form 4 maybe dia study di kk . Saya kecewa . Entah kenapa .... Bila saja dia text saya , saya tidak layan dia . Saya mahu bersendirian time tu . I just need a space for me . Tapi saya tidak bagitahu dia perkara sebenar kenapa saya buat macam tu . Lepastu , dia sakit hati . Dia bawa break up *cry. Tapi saya tidak terima , sebab saya cinta sangat sama dia . Only Jesus knows my true feelings for him . Dia bagi saya last chance , tapi sekarang kami tidak rapat sudah . I know this is my fault . I never should've care about my feelings . I should've care for his feelings . See , sebab saya peduli and layan feeling saya . Dia sakit hati . Setiap kali saya buat begitu sama semua orang , mesti diorang sakit hati . Kenapa ? Kenapa saya tidak boleh peduli and layan feeling saya ? am I destine to be like this ?  Hmp . I love everyone that is in my life . SAYA SANGGUP ! Saya sanggup sakit hati , patah hati , hancur hati daripada tengok diorang semua sakit hati . From this now day on , I promise myself to not care about my feelings anymore . Let people bullied it , crush it, knock it down . I don't mind . As long as they all are not hurt because of me .

and to you Mr.H , I'm really sorry . You must be tired and bored melayan perangai saya ni kan ? It's okay . It's my fault . You can hurt me , I let you to do so . Thanks by the way , eventhough we're still together and we're not that close anymore . I hope and pray that someday we'll be close again :' )

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Just read.

Hello . It's almost midnight and yeah i'm still in front of this lappy . Uhh .. wait , tomorrow we don't have school okay . Because ? You don't know why ? *sigh . Because tomorrow is still PMR . Now you know ? :) So , see that picture up there ? a girlfriend kissing her boyfriend's head . Isn't that cute ? :3 YES IT IS. You know what, i'm with Mr.H right now kan ? do you know that i love him so much . I don't know the reason why but I just love him that much . People say that when you love someone, words cannot describe 'em . Well , THAT'S TRUE . I'm facing it right now . Have you ever face the same situation like what i'm facing right now ? if you do then that's good :)

So , i ran out of idea . Bye
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Saya malu .

Saya malu . Malu sebab ada tu penyakit . Penyakit yang orang lain jarang ada . Saya mahu sembuh , kadang-kadang bila tu penyakit datang . Saya tidak dapat berjalan , saya sakit dada . Kadang-kadang rasa pitam and sesak nafas . Harap-harap saya sembuh bila saya kurus nanti . I really don't like me being like this . SAYA MALU :'( . nanti kalau dia tahu saya ada ni penyakit , maybe dia akan kc tinggal saya . I'm scared .